intOxicatiOn tOok eFFect

creeps

2008-08-20T20:03:00.001+08:00

mommy,i'm scared of that BIG EYED MONSTER. she gave me the creeps. hahahahaha...

il play.

2008-07-16T09:35:00.001+08:00

thanks for teaching me one lesson. everything is a game. live to play.

2008-07-10T18:09:00.003+08:00

when does the line between right and wrong become hazy? when is doing the wrong thing the right thing and vice versa? it is in LOVE--when reason is abandoned, morality is questioned, conscience is silent and deafening all at once. the right and proper imposed upon society and norms can become unbearably inhumane. what is prohibited and taboo suddenly becomes the truth that fulfills every need and desire to make one feel utterly complete.

missing school.

2008-06-23T11:06:00.002+08:00

damn.i miss a lot of things. i miss school. terribly. i miss my friends. i miss hanging out. i miss momi. i miss beer! =C huhuhu...

Lucky.

2008-05-28T10:52:00.004+08:00

thanks guys. bout yesterday. the surprise. na nashock jud koh. to hubs, toni, davie, shawie, miggy, kuts, sara, ayesha, sigfred, alvin, maynard, and genesis. naa ba koh nakalimtan? hehehe.. BSTA SA TANAN, BIG BIG THANK YOU. for the visit. the gifts,i really need them and it's a big help for me. i'll have to buy 3 things nlng. it totally helped me lessen some expenses. shucks! the support. lamat jud. naulaw na nuon koh ninu.. hahaha.. C= actually i was about to cry khpon kaso drama kaau.. lol. PRO RILY, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY and my baby's heart, THANKS! i know u spent time and money for that surprise. i really2 appreciate it. MATSALAM!

im so lucky to have friends like you. eventhough i fail to keep in touch with you or even talk to some of you. i know ul always be there. batchmates jud daay ta!.. hahaha.. C= again, il say it over and over again, thanks!..

SUBMIT NA MOG APPLICATION FORM PRA SA NINONG UG NINANG SA AKOANG ANAK. DAPAT DLI KURIPOT UG DLI DAGANAN AKONG ANAK PG BDAY UG PASKO. hahaha.. JOKE LANG!.

Shut my mOuth

2008-04-30T09:47:00.003+08:00

gOt one thing tO say: ANG MGA WALAY LABOT DILI MGJOIN-JOIN! wala mn unta kOi prOblema sa iya, mki eksena jud. tsk2.

oh weLL, DILI NKO MGSTORYA PA. ky.. bcn asa pa ni maabot. ug gikalimtan ntoh nko. im coOl. nothing left to say.

floating thoughts.

2008-04-29T16:50:00.003+08:00

damn. im bored. found my self again talking to this goddamn monitor while he's snoring his life away. i wasn't really planning on posting an entry today. but i can't helped it. ive searched almost every website on the internet and found nothing to amuse me during times like this. and i ended up updating. i didn't thought of writing one because there's nothing to talk about. nothing new. another boring week at home. i was getting bored with friendster really. and i don't plan on advertising my multiply account yet and found no1 to chat with. sheesh.

bladibladibla.. nothing really to talk about. better end this up. il update when there's a need to.

deal.

2008-04-24T12:01:00.002+08:00

maOy akOng baby. kusog manipa. sakit na gilok,oh diba? lingaw! gamay pa gani, maoy na. lol.

hating summer.

2008-04-18T11:09:00.004+08:00

i just ate a cake. wipee.. i badly need it today. food just makes me so complete now than before. lol.

im starting to hate summer. for several reasOns. the hot weather. and the boredom. haven't had human interaction outside the house for a week and im starting to think im becoming extinct. im so a century late about everything. the latest gossip and cheezemacs, im so not updated. i so wanna go out. pa aircon sa mall. or just hang out in a coffee shop. but with no one to ask out, it sucks! some frends' having summer classes and some are not in town. no replies. marc's too busy about school and work. school sa morning work sa gabi. i actually haven't seen him of 3 days. and i feel im a total loner. wawa nman ako. and to think my bday's next week and i still got no plans. too pissed off to make one. on the count of having no idea who would really come. don't wanna disappoint my self. il just leave the planning to marc and my family.

one thing which really makes me hate summer is the no-hanging-out-with-my-frends. we were all excited about it. no class. no facing boring profs. beach trip. asa nman tawon tong mga plano mga choi? summer's just starting we need to start it with a blast. im starting to love school days because of this. sh!t i badly miss them.

ASA NAMO MGA BUOG?!

speaking of no-frend-contact for days. i won't be seeing one of them for years i guess. today's the 18th day of april and tina's leaving davao for "CAYNADA". sosyalan ang buog! wla mn lng gihulat akong bday. she'll be staying there because her mom works there and her father can't control her here. cge mn gug ug laag! but davao won't be the same without her. onco won't. we will miss her especially me. she only knows my deepest sh!ts in life. i'll miss talking to her about nonsense stuff. i'll miSs thOse bOng dayS and gEtting Oooberly high. the drinking sEssiOns and the pa-ugatay tambay sa Onco laughing Our hearts out! dat b!tch! mgkita na jud cla sa iyang lalabs digto. kigkig na ni. lol.

i'll miss yOu kristina sOmbong. il always be ur prodigal daughter.
i will keep in touch. pramiS!
uli dria huh! mg ninang pa bya ka! lol.

new template.

2008-04-03T10:22:00.004+08:00

template change.. la lng.. i was just thinking of changing it.. tadaa!

i'l just post an entry then il clean my room.. i nid to clean it.. it looks like hell.. my floor's becoming my closet.

4 months. hmm.. it's growing.. hope my baby's doing alright and will be alright when he/she comes out. i hope it's a boy. which looks like macky. a baby loco. i want him to look like his father. pra cute. C= oh wel, the joy of being a mommy [oh yeah, im 4 months pregnant to those who haven't heard yet].. i do hope everything will work out great.. so, pls.. pray for me.. C= tnx daan!

gO ahead. u bastard!

2008-03-31T12:14:00.002+08:00

bwisit jud buh! haven't recieved any txt from him today. kalagot! tpOs xa btaw. he rages like hell kay wla lng natubag iyang call. na kblo btaw xa nka silent jud na pirmi akong fone tpos ng kaon ko atoh! bwisit jud! bhala ka ayawg txt! pwe!

hala cge. pOnder on it.

2008-03-26T10:39:00.001+08:00

i came across something today. it was totally inspiring. it also lifted my spirit up and drew some of my fears away. i don't want to identify what it was. bsta tnx to it, it totally helped me a lot. to realize things i should've way back.

excitement. that's the feeling i have right now. everybody has this feeling since they knew about it. im having a litol one. hahaha.. funny right? too young to have one. probably people think im stupid for being a teenage mudra. yeah, i thought of being so damn stupid the first time i knew. but right now, everything sinked in already. im gonna be a mommy and i don't care if everybody would curse me for it. they don't know what im feeling. hahaha.. i just can't explain.. yeah, i know it's hard. i can already feel it. pro kaya mn. i think i can. anyone can. this situation im in helped me to be a better person. not to mention, the no drinking no smoking ordinance everybody implented on me, it did thought me a lot of things. to be more responsible. i'm beginning to think everything that my mom tells me when she's scolding me are all true. hahahaha.. kaya kau.. tsk3. la lng..

tama ka tinay. bhalag wala'y daddy bsta your baby's doing okay. everything's going to be A-alright! pro daddy's still here for my litol baby. i guess. ewan lng soon. pro right now, he's helping out. pro still, gahi mn ug ulo. pabadlong japon. still gives me worries, pro at a lesser rate. hehehe,,.. wla gni ko gireplyan kron kay ng tanaw ata ug pokemon.. C= hahai,i don't know what will happen tomorrow or next week or soon.. damn! Only God knows. too bad,i don't.

another hot monday.

2008-03-24T11:37:00.005+08:00

another hot monday. another boring day at home. i wonder if my mother didn't plan on having a 24/7 net connection here at home. damn! it wud be as boring as hell. luckily, she did. i shud thank her for that.

last week was holy week. and unlike my past holy weeks where id go out and partied with frends and do hapi2 stuff, i just stayed at home. eat, watched DVD's, surfed the internet and many other things that you can do with the supervision of your parents. it was great but still i didn't do anything worthy and productive,right? watcha think?.. lol.

watched kyle xy season 1. i really liked the show. and i loOooove matt dallas' eyes. dang! i was so into it i didn't bother to open my email and stuff. got really hooked with the show, terribly. i skipped even eating the food my mother bought me. hahaha.. i can't wait to start watching the 2nd season of it. hmm.. giving my opinion about the show, the female asset (XX) wud be fighting kyle soon. dunno. or maybe she'll be asked to terminate kyle. or watever. =D woah!.. am i really into it or not? i mean, i don't usually care about shows that much.

hahaha. funny.. maybe i'm just looking for something interesting to do this summer like watching lots and lots of shows and stuff. of course, il be staying home for like the whole summer(not really whole, maybe 3/4 of it). i rarely go out and hang out in the mall or at the beach. it's just dat i can't, i just don't want to. i feel tired just thinking of basking under the sun or walking around downtown. it's just so hot outside. sooperbly hot. as in like davao's a big hot oven. i mean, helo! of course! it's summer. summer means hot, the sun, cute boys on the beach and along with maybe having a sunburn. but can the weather be a bit colder. around 30 degrees celsius perhaps. it's just so hot even if im inside the house. oh i wish, and now im starting to love the rain. tsk3.

bsta. i don't like going out. id rather stay at home and do my stuff. eat, eat, and eat some more. also ive got no moolah right now. school's out and no summer classes for me. that's why, im terribly poor as of now. and if id get some cash, i wud spend it directly on buying a gallon of ice cream. so, id rather stay at home and eat my ice cream. yum! =P

btw, i had a weird dream last night. not weird, uhm.. nostalgic dream? i was in my highschool days. the academic building of pisay. giggling with the gang. then me, hubs and becky went sa guardhouse. passed the covered pathwalk then asked the kuya guard to buy us some "pinaypay na saging" outside on the count that we're not allowed to go out the campus unless if it's already dismissal time. den we went inside eating our "pinaypay na saging" then the bell rang and suddenly i found myself with agen hubs and becky in a taxi riding on the way home. dats it. then i woke up. hmm.. creepy huh?.. nostalgia striked even in my dreams. =D just shows i really miss them..

becky and hubs.

burger.

2008-03-10T17:42:00.002+08:00

just finished my burger. *yum2!.. burp

am i gEtting big?.. gOsh* i think i really am. waistline check: 29in. uh-huh.. nOw teL me, am i big or wat?.. nOoooo... but,stiLL im pretty hOt. hahahaha.. i stil can make bOys break der necks. yeah,.am pretty.. hahahaha..

oh crap! i am taLking sh*t!

things really changed. my lifestyle changed. a big tremendous change. damn! i get tired easily. i can eat 6 green mangoes in half a day. my tummy's gOt these weird movements which macky loves tO play wid. i eat tOns and tOns of food. no chocolate for a day sucks. and the biggest, f*ckin changed dat happened was: *drumroLL* NO ALCOHOL DRINKING. NO SMOKING. NO DOPIN'. yeah. the hell my life is right now.

but,. think of the positive side of it b*tch!.. uv gOt tO stOp fOr sOme1. ur nOt onLy d 1 tO suffer if u dOn't, sO dOn't get tO pissed off abOut the situation. sOon, uL eventuaLi be abLe tO gO back tO partying and stuff. =D sO smiLe!

haunted.

2008-02-21T08:25:00.002+08:00

i'm haunted. by her face. gee.. goosebumps men!!.. i don't want to see her anymore. i never want to. pathetic bitch.

anyweiz.. i can't believe i passed my math class wen i only attended 2 mitings of it. the long quiz day and exam day. phew!.. i shouldn't say bad things about my gAy teacher,.. praise u sir talidong! i love u.haahahaha... tnx for letting me pass my midterm grade.. rock on!! schOoL's becoming toO stressfuL for me.. classes here and there.. which i really hate every since the world begun.. and my freakin' uniform which i have to wear every day's becoming toOoooo oOOoberly tight.. in my condition,it sucks! bigtime!

but sad to say,il miss going to school.i will miss the main building. the scary security guard. the SPS crew. i will miss onco. i will miss talking stupid crap wid angel. i will miss the peachy-colored tables. macky's eatery. the chicken-butt fried thingy. the mango shake. the mr. johnny who drinks his tanduay everyday at 10am. the rHa. um.. i will miss all of them. because. I WILL STOP GOING TO SCHOOL PERMANENTLY OR FOREVER,im not sure. huhuhuhuh...sob* sob* I WON'T GET TO SEE THE OPENING OF THE ELEVATOR IN THE MAIN BUILDING! huhuhuhuhu..

ive got only a month to stay in school. a month. geee...

sOoo pisSed Off.

2008-02-19T19:46:00.001+08:00

goddamn dat freakin' bitch! she mkes my bLood bOiL higher dan it's bOiLing Point!.. and nOw i hatE hEr subjEct even mOre.. aLong wiD hEr favOrite student na pa-as if kaau!!.. pretend2 murag true!! wat if we dOn't attend cLAsses dat mUch and stiLL gEt high resuLts in quizzEs and exams?.. suya kah sa amO? tuwad men!! one more move and i'll definitely break ur bOnes tO pieces u can't even count! i can't even stand looking at you acting so pathetic in class.. i knOw u knOw wE hatE yOu sO stOp acting like yOu dOn't!! f*ck u and ur pathetic bitchy friends.. pretend aLL u want untiL u die and get eaten by maggots!! mind ur own busineSS,ok?

this is it.

2008-02-16T08:12:00.004+08:00

im not sick. im just expecting something from now on. grabe. i tot i was dying. haahahaha. funny. it's time to grow. to end up being childish and all. got to be responsible na. i've grown. i really did. no more everything. yes to staying home. damn!

i love to sleep. i love green mangoes. i love milk. i crave for anything i see which is tempting. wahahahaahha. will i get big? maybe. i should.

*hapi bday tO u. u knOw hu aRe. from ur only sanctuary wen ur feeling hell,em.

it's time.

2008-01-30T08:51:00.000+08:00

it's time. i'm going to the doctor at 1030 dis morning. and i'm kind of nervous. actually, i really don't like my sickness or watever it is be known to everyone especially myself. i'm not into knowing it because i'll be limited in everything i do. i have to watch what i eat, drink and do. and it sucks. yeah, it really does. oh well. wla mgawa. i have to go to a doctor because it really do hurts. i can't even enjoy late parties because it suddenly restrains me from moving or even laughing. i have to. for the sake of living longer. hahahaha.

starting tO update.one by one.

2008-01-27T13:22:00.000+08:00

im back. i didn't change my template or blog. laziness strikes me. il start to update and continue this blog nlng. hmm... im bored. got nothing to do here at home. thanks to the invented television and computer. it both saved me from getting crazy because of boredom. and its a hot day today. and i meant hot. superbly hot. it sucks. i can't even go out the house to smoke. (yeah2 i have to go out just to smoke) im feeling lazy. such a sloth. i want to take a bath but i don't. i want to cope up with this freakin' heat but i'm too lazy to.

skul. about it. uhm..i dunno how i shud describe my current status at skul. im failing, generally that's it. but, i stil have a few classes that i revived and hopefully it will pass til the end of the semester. i haven't attended english class every since this semester began(about two months ago)and now i have to. 730 in the morning class sucks! ive got to get up so early which i really hate. i have to. i really have to. or else, agen il fail. fail. im such a failure when it comes to skul.hehehe.. =D

oh yeah.i forgot. im sick. really sick. my stomach suddenly hurts,terribly. ive got ulcer dude! i have to avoid fatty foods and i have to avoid alcoholic beverages for crying out loud!! damn! my addiction. it will soon end. no. not now. hahahaha.. i still can drink anyway. a few shots nlng but at least i still can. kaya pa. eventually ill end up drinking naman. hahaha.. once a drinker, always a drinker. alcohol runs through my blood and nothing can change that. bleh. =P

waaHh... heLp!

2007-08-15T11:28:00.000+08:00

im planning tO change my bLog,... tutaL new Lyf na eh.. kay naa nko sa DDC ala nko sa AdDu.. hehehe... =D uhm, ambot oi.. la nko ka update run ky nkalimtan nko akng password.. shucks!

..diS is me, nOw!..

2007-06-19T09:15:00.000+08:00

haven't bin updating for years man!... i min, summer was so busy for me.. di nko ka net sobrang busy... uhm..busy sa enrollment.. by the way, i have a new school.. or shud i say permanent school... balik din ako ng addu nxt yir... just cooling down things dun... im in DDC ryt now.. same course... magtarong nko oie.. dats all i can say... lisod na ang walay future run.. macky's also into his training.. in TESDA.. but still we manage to see each oder even if its just an hour or two..

it sucks!.. things i dont want to further explain... u cant trust some1 easily and calls her/him a friend... it rily takes tym to know a person... sometyms, u think she's all u wanted as a friend... cool,.. understanding,.. secretive,.. always der,.. f*ck!..
they call theirselves frends,.. and still u get backstabbed!.. cool friends,huh?!...

macky told me to stop thinking about such things!.. deyr useless daw,.. dey didn't even care for me in the beginning.. siyet!! ay ambot!.. kapoi hisgut ana oi!.

DDC.. nyc skul... but nothing compares to aDDu.. hm... sOon,iL be back! hehehe...

hahai... lyf.. hope i can update more now.. than last summer.. hahahaha!..

sO many thingS tO taLk abOut..

2007-02-12T09:01:00.000+08:00

haven't updateD for yearS... phew!...

uhm... just wEnt tO the cripS' gig lasT friday... had loadS oF fun... daming cripS pMunta... shOting pa munA kmi sa bEbs bagO punta sa gig... "baki" keO mi atOh.. hehehehehe... =D

weLL.. it waS riLy onE great party i had...

uhm.... tpoS sa wikEnd n nman,... party nsad... prOm sa aDdu high.. tsk3... hubOg mOde na pud... oh weLL... lyf goes On.. ganitO anG lyf ng mga gangsterS...

last saturday pLa,.. we had an encounter wid d sLobs!..astEEg ni kuya... kuha niya fLag ng isang bLoods... chui.. wahahaha.. cripS tiL we die... =D *much bLue love..

wen tO church wiD maki.. char!.. need tO say sOrry fOr aLL the shit wE had dOne... panagsa manimba pud oie pra maluwas pud... hehehehe.... hahai...

u bitch!!

2007-01-17T09:30:00.000+08:00

my head temperature's beginning tO rise beyond boiling point!...
i,.sOooo wanna kiLL bitches and bury deM aLivE!..

..bEen fUcked up aBout the bitchEs hu wanted tO jOin d crips.. i min,..i hatE dEm.. mgdaLa ba nman ug troPa sa Hood.. bitcHes!.. i reaLLy want tO kiLL dem.. init n keO akOng DugO sa iLa... creatureS.. mg vandaL pa jud ug iLahang gruPo.. im not against blacksheep or anything,.but i just want dem to respect our place... we've been stayng der.. trying to kill our lungs and getting high.. my ryt din kmi dun!... and to think,. dey haven't been accepted being a crip!... shit motherfuckerS!.. learn to respect if u want to be respected too!....

swerte keo cla,..im wasting my tym writing an entry for dem...

mghulat lng kog bikil as of now.. tutaL dey cant evEn look me in the eye... tOo scareD, i think?...

-jUst onE thing bitches,.. fLirt with any guy sa hood but not wid my guy.. iL reaLLy kick ur fuckin aSs.. he's mine, sO backoff!.. but if ur really into catfighting, i myt give an exception...

headache..

2007-01-16T11:53:00.000+08:00

i hear the words are spoken I think my mind is broken
I keep on steady smokin
Hopefully I die from chokin
Know what I was just thinking,..
Maybe if I keep drinkin
The voice will quit and I can escape from this demon deakin
My lifes a living hell Only the voice can tell
Oh please oh christ compel bLEed me from this evil spell
My body won't stop shakin
These voices keep on makin
Me do things to people, this must be just the work of satan

They want my mind an soul this shit is way out of control
I haven't been to sleep in weeks, i'm sweating but my body's cold
I'm shaking like a leaf, terrified to go to sleep
Puking from the medication vitals signs is looking weak
I see him in the mirror, he told me come inside
He lives inside my head so there's nowhere to hide
They want my soul to die so they can come alive
Possess my body, so everybody can realize

....I guess I'm cursed to live with this headache forever....

tO d gUy i LovE mOre dan anything eLse..

2007-01-11T14:15:00.000+08:00

this is emO shit! crap!

i lovE u..and i dOnt reaLLy carE if u dOnt lovE me back.. itS enuf fOr me tO shOut 2 d whOle wodE wOrLd HOw im heaD ovEr heELs ovEr u!... u give me a sense of living dis sEnseLess wOrLd.. im not teLling u tO love mE tOo.. im haPi loving u in my oWN little way..

*sigh

wat have u made me into?... u madE me insane.. totally crazy and now i dont know how to stop dis insanity im feeling... shit!..

ur sO perfect in my eyes..and i hate it!

hahai... loving u really is lyk breathing..how can i ever stop?..

intO u

2007-01-05T00:31:00.000+08:00

hmm.. nO earLy cLass fOr mE tOday.. 11 pa akOng kLAse.. gOt dEbarrEd in my cHem cLAss datS d reaSon y... kaPoi man gUd cGEg cHem bah!.. i nOw fiND it bOring.. i aLso gOt deBarreD in my engLish cLass.. wat a gOooOood sTudent i am.. i dOnt waNt my EngLish cLAss.. d teAchER sUcks aND my kLASmeyts arE oL.. bsta..DOnt wAna expLain diS skUL craP!...

aniwEi.. wEnt tO MTS Last nyt.. wE weRe sUppOsEd tO be at bEbs dat tym, as waT wE werE dOing beFore bUT nOw everything sEems tO be sOOooo cOmplicateD.. daMi kASing sELOsO sa MundO bah!.. can't deY sTOp bEing sElfish?...and bEbs is noW undEr surveiLLAnce becAUse of a fUckin gOssip!.. can't dEy mind dEyr Own bUsinEss!! LiarS have a sPeciaL placE in hELL!.. weLL,.sEe u in heLL bitchES!
---> baCK tO d MTS thing... just chiLLEd deYr wid geLAi, isH, maqi and kuya.. dUn sa park2 thingy.. wE weRe aLso dRinking EMpe pLAced in a c2 COntainer..nO aLcoholic breverageS aLLOwed DUn eh,.. mgA GANGSTERS jud!.. a bit later, geLai anD ish wEnt hOme.. which LEft uS 3 tO finish d drink... jUst tOkd,tOkd and tOkd... sUddEnLY, maqi bEcaMe emOtiOnaL... he TOLd me d thingS hE waS geTting jeaLous aBOut.. aNd wAt d HeCk He wUD dO iF hE FiNDs HOw im jUst PLayin.. MybE he'LL gEt hurt daw aNd stuff and sTuff.. OooooohHHHh... creEEpy!. my bOi dOeSn't lyk tO tOk sTuff Lyk dat.. sOmetimeS Lng.. its gOod fOr him tO be mushy sOmetimeS..hehehe... i waS reaLLy sHOckeD aBOut d tOpic we had... at least, nOW i knOw wat hE riLy feELs.. aBOut mE and ABout us...

hahai.. and now.. im SOooo.. lyk intO him... dUnnO y.. gOt nO reAsons.. cant expLain.. loving him is lyk breathing,..i cant stOp! shit!..

sObrang bORed..

2006-12-31T02:20:00.000+08:00

here's wat happened tO me dis week....

monday: Dec. 25 '06
-- trip2 lng mi nLa iSh, maki & jOvel sa Sm.. got bOred sa bEbs maO ng trip2 mi dg2.. kuya noLi went to tionko tO dO buSinEss wid Puto... we weNt bacK tO bEbs aRound 7pm. gOt sOooo bOred staring at each odER aNd Just smOking Our livEs away, sO wE deCideD tO bUy bEer anD empe.. arOund 9, i wEnt hOme aLong wid iSh...

tuesday: Dec. 26 '06
-- it'S sSc's annivERsary!! wOoohoOo!! hapi AnnivERsary sOuth SidE cLique and sOuth deLinquent gangstas [am i spelling it ryt?]... ceLebrateD iT in mervillas.. nashock tanan tao dg2, nag attack lng kalit mga gangsters ky mgparty[d usual pips,. kuya, maki, ako, chino, abat, onchie, carlo, ralph, miggy, jm and dan].. hehehhe... fooods gaLore.. hhehe.. aNd drinkS too [gEneroSo cOurtesy of tata].. just chiLLEd dEr wiD the cripS pipOL.. just GOt pissEd Off a bit wEn my mOm txtd mE tO gO home fOr sOme daMn reASon i dOnt wANna tOk aBOut.. but i didn't gO hOme.. bLE! bhaLA mO dra!.. back tO the PArty,.around 5pm aL-aL arrivEd wid his gurl and der child.. naa pa jud pud kuya ni macky, kuya jason.. [i was riLy scared a bit he was staring at me smoking but eventually we ended up toking nonsense crap wid each oder..char! cLose..]..i was entertained by al-al's son.. hm..cute little boy.. i wish i had mine tOo..jOke lng!.. jOveL arrivEd around 6pm and a bit later Jim2, princess, tUpaz and yeN2 arrivEd tOo..
untiL i nOtIced at arOund 11pm, charlie mac and his gurl was der tOo.. pheW! cripS party jud toh.. baHa bEer!.. dghan na keo mi mga 12mid nyt,.jhOng,jOan, tata's gf, lamaw and yuLE was der aLready... hmm... PARTY!!! wEnt hOme at arOund 3am... enjOy man.. tnX sSc fOr d great friendShip u have shareD wid me..=D *much Love bLue

wednesday: DEc. 27 '06
-- just stayed at hOme.. my bOdy's aching lyk hELL..kuLang aU kO sa tULog!.. damn!. sPent d day sLiping lyk a pig!.. =D [ish gOt a Job...Ledge dancEr sa rizaL prOm na bar!.. wEe... my tambayan na kmi..]

thursday: Dec. 28. '06
-- went to ish's haus.. den off to bebs.. bday ni vAn cLArk TOday!... party n nman! fOods na pud!... went tO der haus in gsis.. it was riLY big man... i waS shockEd!.. ate der anD after.. drinking sEssiOn agEn.. weNt hOme aROund 9pm wid ish.. she spent d nyt at home.. arrived at home fiLing shit... bitin au ang shot bai.. lain keO ang fiLing pag mabitin ka!.. aniweiz, me and ish slept at around 2am na.. created a compo for ehem.. cant mention.. bsta itago natin xa sa pangalan na "bubbles".. wahahahah.. mga eSe! u know hu im tokin abOut..

friday: Dec. 29 '06
-- haPee 4th mOnthsary my dear LocO!.. mOnthsary nmin khPon.. maki anD kuya wEnt tO ouR hOuse around 10am.. den geLAi arriveD at around lunch tym.. aLA mga trip dri.. just chilled.. and i min chilleD.. smokEd lyk ders nO tomorrow.. hehehe..=D waved bye2 tO dem at around 5pm and i was left alone here at home.. my parents attended a party or something, dats y i was left alone... got pissEd off wid maki though.. niagi pa nman cla ug camus ng shotting tpos ng deew na pud!.. ngpa sobra pa jud xa,.. i riLy hatE it wen he's tOoo high tPos taUd2 ma Lowbat.. matULog.. shit!.. ok lng man mg butoy2 bah.. [becoz i do d same..] pro di lng pasobra.. ive got dat experienced wen ur soo high dat even u vomit ur own bLood!.. hahai.. well.. gOt tO live wid it.. kaPoi aU mangasAba.. i dont know y i hate d way i dont hate u...

anD deyr... my Loooonnng entry... hm... grabeng buhay tOh... heheh..
anodEr year has paSsed aNd anodEr year tO face... hahai.. wondEr what'll happen next year.. cno sa tropa ang ma ganito-ganyan.. hehehehe.. oooh... intriga choi.. =D oh weLL.. just like to thank everyone hu had bin a part of my lyf dis 2006... it was a fun, challenging, and memorable year for me... thanks!....

mga walay future club[ish,gelai,ella,taw]: tnx bai.. sa tanan. kblo namo unsa na!.. love you aLL!!... crack i gOt yer back.. always.. =)
SSc aNd SDg piPoL: tnx fOR the great moments uve shared wid me.. it was indeed a memorable one.. it was wen i came across u all wen i realized lyf isn't always about shopping and bois..it was all about drinking,smoking and getting high.. joke lng!.. hehehe..it was about walking on a cliff but holding on a rope..
mak: tnx for everything.. keep ur promise.. leave me for a reasonable reason.. love u my loco...
ellipses: u aLL wiLL forever be part of my lyf... though we rarely sEe each odEr, u aLL wiLL be here in my heart cOz fOrever iL cherish aLL d kabuangs wE did.. hehehe..=D
jei, cex, becky, hubs, migs, alec, aiko.. i love u mg a choi!.... miss na tamoooo
iLLumina: miSs n tamo mga kagwang mong tanan!.. hehehe.. atik lng... tnx for all d memories.. ill forever kip dem locked in my heart.. diLi unta ko kagradweyt kung ala ko ninu gipugngan atoh awayun ang bitch!.. .heheheh.. =D love u OL!...

my xMas sUcks!

2006-12-25T17:17:00.000+08:00

hate dis shit!.. aLa ko gisugtan mu gawas.. buLShit!.. can't dEy sEe im grOwing up!.. naNaghan nLng akOng bULbOL!. fUck!.. dey riLy cant accEPt d fAct dat im grOwing up.. i waNa gO out wid my freNds.. i want tO enjOy motherfuckerS!.. id radER diE on d strEeTs dan tO rOt heRe at homE.. wLa mn pud ko ginabuhat dri.. ngtanga lng infront of dis goDdamn cOmputer... hOpe u oL wiL neVer wakE up!..

raPid hOpe LosS

2006-12-24T13:11:00.000+08:00

damn! diS sucKs!! urgh!.. hE diDn't kiSS mE gOod nyt Last nyt!. hE didn't even tok tO mE.. paksHit!.. watS wRong?.. i shUdn't haVe startEd it! i shUd have shUt my mOuth aNd keEp ALL d paiN insyD me..

aNd now heRE i am!.. waiting fOr hiS fUckin tXt..
iL w8 evEn if it meaNs fOrevEr!..
im risking.. oh weL, here's my heart.. it's for u.. for u to break even if it'll be a million pieces after.. =,(

i lovE u maq.. and fOr u iL bLeed myseLf dry.. [yellowcard]

herE goes d freaK agen..

2006-12-15T10:02:00.000+08:00

iM bOred.. hEre i gO agEn..heRe GOes d freak agEn... i aLways find myseLf bOred nowadays.. sOoner or lateR, iL end up insane wiD diS kind oF shit!.. aniweiz.. prELim's ovEr..weEeee.... it's xmas brEAk!.. bUt i knOw, my xmaS wiL sUck dis tym.. im noT GOing tO bE wiD my guy on xmaS.. huhuhuhu... it'll be d saddEst xMas i wiL haVe.. shit!. i shud quit thinking aBOut daT thing.. it'L onLi rUin mY day!..

saW freDdy vS. jASon Last nyt.. aGEn fOr the sEcond tym aROund.. cOoL mOvie.. it waS onLy lasT nyt dat i reaLized it wAs indEed a cOoL onE.. fOr thE reasOn that thE first i sAw it wAs in gmOL..i waS wid isH.[ La trip mOviE2 murAg kOreK!..hehehe..] wE riLi hadn't cOncentrateD on watching it... there waS a freakin raT inside thE cinEma, anD i wAs sO disturbEd abOut it!.. [goddAmn cinEma!.. dey shuD cLean it yOu knOw! ].. i just dIdn't knOw whO wOn bEtwEen freDDy anD jaSOn.. bUt thE fight bEtween dEm wAs cOoL!.. [wawa lng jASon.. hehehe..].. i finD fREddy asTEeg!.. hE kiLLs piPoL in dEyr dreamS. [dreams turneD to nytmare].. anD hE can tOk unLyk jASon hu can't.. hehehehe... tWo thUmbs up fOr that mOvie!!!!!

uhm... pisay piPoL wiL bE back agEn... party n nman!!... i'l gEt tO c hUbs agEn..and migs..and davie.. and the wildbois.. and the other illumina pipol!!... woOohOoo!!..
can't wait tO havE a fUckin drinking sEssiOn aGen wid d ganG!... a loooOooong drinking sEssiOn i suPpOse... [wa na mupalag dra!.. we're colej students fOr crying Out Loud!... normal lng mg inom!!!!!!!]... weL.. i haVE a high dOsagE sO i think i wiL havE a harD tym gETting myseLf drunk!...

uhm... waT eLse wiL i say.. my thOughts agEn arE starting tO meLt.. i dont know waT tO wryt anymore... stupiD me!... =D

2006-12-11T13:57:00.000+08:00

la lng.. just pOsted his face... ngEe... adik!!.... hehehe..
upload lng ako galing sa fone ko..
uhm...
love u my loco.... kung alam mo lng....
tnx for eLmo pla.. hehehe...

by d way..
jUst haD a party laSt saTurday.. wid of course, the crips pipol.. sa sky bar.. ng gig cla.. so proud of eLLa.. shE performeD, uhm... wOohOoo!! eLLa.. la lng.. naLingaw lng kO choi..

hehehe..=)

nOthing cOmpares

2006-11-28T09:53:00.000+08:00

yOu knOw..shE wOn't lovE u Lyk i dO..

tOngue piEced

2006-11-27T09:26:00.000+08:00

tang inA! sakit ng pierCing kOh.. Just gOt my tOngue piErcEd last wik.. sakit ghpon xa.. di ko kakaon ug taROng...

uhm... sHOutout tO ish... BelateD apEe bERtday!! weEe... gANda ng bday gift kOh sau.. hehhe... beach party kmi nUng saTurday [wid gelai,ella,maki,kuya,chino,onchie,aubrey,ezekiel & jovel].. lingaw.. bonding galore... emo shit keo ang dagat.. aus keo! oh wel.. had loads of fun.. =)

eTernAL bLiss dUring intOxicatiOn

2006-11-21T15:54:00.000+08:00

iM sicK! my tuMmy's aching lyk hELL! gi-ulcEr nman ata q! oh weL,..
haVen't wrOte An update fOr yeaRs... pheW.. bin Busy kC.. skUL stuFF aNd partyinG wiD d trOpa.. hmm.. everythinG's gOing smOoth aS oF now.. lingAw aNg lyf.. prO im stiLL haVing tROubLe in skuL... biO shit!! fUck dAt craP.. pati chEm! weL, gOt tO paSs daT shit..
i miSs mAh deAr pisay freNds... huhuhuhu.. wE haVen't bOndeD dat muCh last sEmbreak.. fOr the reAson i waS busy dat tym.. wiD my tRopa.. bUt i stiL gOt the chancE tO atteNd d batch party kinA jAson.. woOohOoo!!.. by thE way, wE posTEd Our bOom-tarat-tarat daNce sa Youtube... hehehe.. [tO doS wiLing na mgtanaw type lng boom-tarat-tarat or illumina batch party..hehehe..ü]
im dOne wiD my being Emo.. [sa mga wala kablo read my blog ung sa blogspot.].. hapi mOde na ako!! kC ngblik na Xa davaO.. wEee... reaL bLiss man! im DOne wid oL thE cryinG at nYt And Reminiscing d dayS wEn i wisheD tym wUd sTop.. saya Ng BUhay!!.. wEL, i jUst wiSh diS tym aROund, itS reaL.. sAna.. hE knOws wat i caN dO wEn hE starts tO play..
wiD aLL d skuL shit prObLem arising ryt nOw,.. i stiL wuD lovE tO live.. mski mukoNtra na taNan siOkoy sa muNdO! fUck u oL.. iM haVing d bEst tyM of mah lyf.. aNd i reALLy reGreTed dat it Was tO Late fOr mE tO finD Out dat diS bLiSs reaLLy eXisted.. fUCk! iF onLy it wAs way eaRLieR dAn AugusT! sHit! Ahh.. BhaLa na! iM hapi aniwei.. dOnt caRe wat OthEr piPoL wiL say oR think.. nA pLayEr daW kOh.. i dOnt care as Long As my lOco bElivs in me.. unLyk other piPoL do!. i.L. modE ko choi! inspirEd by ciarA's so what na sOng!..

gAngsta shit!

2006-11-20T14:56:00.000+08:00

iM sOoo intO gangSta shit aS of now... dUn na ata ako nktira sa kinA kuya nOLi eh... hehehe.. weL, on d count na nandun din psycho loco ko.. dun din ako ngatmbay... heheh.. oh wel. aus mn din... lingaw mgbonding2x sa mga blue people....

uhmm.. cant do anything productive at dis moment... bago lng ng moving exam sa bio and im pretty sure agen i wil fail in dat shit!!... damn it! uhm...

oh wel, got to go.. punta na ako hood nmin!! byE2.. update lng ako sa sunod..

im coOL

2006-11-10T12:43:00.000+08:00

weEe... diLi nko emO mode kron.. i.L mode na.. uhmm.. mka buang!! hehhe... wel.. its for the fact na nibalik na xa davao!! wee... dLi nko mgemote2... mski wasted, oks lng.. bsta naa xa dri.. =D
some people dont like it cuz you hang out in the streets
but you my boyfriend you've always been here for me
this love is serious no matter what people think
im gon be here for ya and i don't care what they say
some people dont like it cuz you hang out in the streets
but you my boyfriend youve always been here for me
i love the thug in ya no matter what people think
im gon be here for ya and i don't care what they say
love u maqi.. =D

stiL in emO mOde..

2006-10-28T05:09:00.000+08:00

can't take it no more i fiL im dying inside!! if.. if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice.. tang ina!! sOri sa emo shit!

nOstaLgic

2006-10-26T01:59:00.000+08:00

gOt nothing Else tO do bUt tO bLurt Out everything iM feEling right nOw.. iM siCc of jUst cryinG in a cOrneR..im tried of hOping daT tyM wOuld fLy as fAst aS hOw chEetaS rUN.. iM GOing craZy praYing dat hE'LL bE baCk..

pOor bLog.. tsk3.. damay k pa... emO shit!!

i riLy miSs him anD as thE day gOes by it sEems to sinK in morE.. i knOw i sHud nOt deAL wiD it tO mUch fOr i myt tUrn insAne [and start tO eat my hair!!].. fUck diS craP! fUck diS shit im fEeling ryt nOw.. tang ina!! gugMa n jUd ni!!

-- thorNs piErce so deep in my hart, and it bleeds, it hurts wen wer apart --

i wana evaporate aND disAppeAR in thin air..i want the ground to suddenly engulf me anD eat mE alivE..i wanA bE burieD alive.. 6ft undEr.. untiL i sUffocatE anD diE.. i wana diE.. i riLy dO.. =(

bUt... i stiL waNa hOld on.. HOld on tO dat singLe promiSe u madE.. dat uL bE back.. iL w8, eVen it meANs w8ing forevEr.. cOz i did swOre rmmbEr?..dat iL nvEr lovE agEn.. the way im Loving u.. and i know, i wOn't finD anodEr guy better daN u.. coZ ur simpLy thE bEst.. =) lovE u my psycho Loco.

sHOut-Out tO my brkDA.. mga wLay fUturE cLub.. tnX fOr being dEr fOr mE..fOr puLLing baCk my hair wEn im dRunk aNd starts tO vomit.. fOr trying to mke me feel okay from diS crap i'm in.. fOr sharinG thE painS i havE.. iL fOreveR cherish oL thE tagay SessionS aLong wid aLL thE bottLes oF Red hOrse aND eMpE we had aNd oL thE cigaRs wE puffEd [apil pa ang candies ni geLai]... uhm.. gELai, ish, eLLa and tAw2.. i Love u mga choi.. rOck On!!

nEw tempLate

2006-10-25T05:03:00.000+08:00

bagonG buhay... hehehe... got a nEw template.. hmm.. wla lng trip lng.. hmm.. la p gni xa tagboard..*sigh
-------
Kahit anino mo sa malayo
Ay nais masulyapan
Upang mapawi
Ang lamig
Subalit ngayoy wala na
Ikaw ay lumayo na
Naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
Naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan
[i miSs yOu babybOi..sOoo mUch..]

sLiPping away..

2006-10-23T13:34:00.000+08:00

sOmething's going tO hapPen.. krOn p na auS n keO tanaN!! shit!! i canT heLp but fiL diS way,. GOd riLy dOn't want mE tO be haPi.. ivE fOund my reaSOn foR everything.. my reaSon fOR living thE pErfect lyf.. tpOs maudLot p jud.. putang ina!! y do u hav to go?..
ginakapoi nko.. im tired of intoxicating myself.. of crying.. of pretending im ok wen im not.. =,(

im just holding on..to a single, thin thread..im just holding on to ur promise... that'l ul be back.. someday...

----From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this
That you're the only one that I adore
Can we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'Cause it feels so good to me----

tgaL na

2006-09-19T09:14:00.000+08:00

hmm...sOopEr tgaL na aq di nka blog...la n kc kmi inet sa bhay.. chka di ako mxdo mhilig na mgcafe... hai.. dami na tlga nngyari sa buhay q.. gradEs q.. lagapak na mxdo.. lgi n ako ngcut class... hai nlng ewan.. um.. tama pla.. we already broke up and he has a new chick na... wel.. it's ok.. im fyn.. tutal same lng nman kmi.. wel.. dats lyf!! i had moved on .. uhhhmmm...i got to... we have to live our damn lives separately..

anyweiz, about skul.. wla na.. buang n tlga ako.. pasok b nman ng math class, sabog?...di prin ako ngbabago... sarap mgpakalasing ngaun.. di q lng alam bkit bsta...

kelan kya sembreak... mis q na pisay pips eh... as in!!! dpat mgreunion tlga tau.. as in party!!!

well.... lifE!! ganito prin ako.. ang EM n kilala ng frends ko... saBog palagi... always intoxicated and foreVer misUnderstOod!!

crammiNg..

2006-08-17T11:18:00.000+08:00

phew! crammer n tlga ako..buti nlng ntpos ko xa in tym kelangan n xa i-pass eh.. hahai,, nkakamis ang mga tao sa world..migs kc ba ngtesti ba nman tuloy nkakamis tlga... huhuhuhu... on a brighter syd, bday ni toni ngaun... ang saya!!! libre!! hehehe...actualy ktbi ko lng xa ngaun sa netcafe..hehehe=) msaya..hahai mghisto n nman mya tpos bio tpos english boring tlga mxdo!!! hahai..at least wala klac bkas.. laag galore kc kadayawan na!! whoooo!!!

hahai... got to go... =) update kita bloggy ko (bloggy ang name ng blog ko..ay duh!!) bye bye bloggy ... mwahhugz tccic.. bwahahaha,... murag txt!!

preLims..

2006-07-19T16:47:00.000+08:00

heLL yeah.. preLims' are fast approaching.. damn!! never tot tm flies really fast.. sigh*
i miss pisay.. hehehe... =D thE fOundation waS ovEr di ako nkapunta kC gabi na kmi ntpos ng klase.. anD bwahahahaah.. d JuniorS won.. in thE dancE cOmpetition.. ehem!! pano yan?...
bwahahahaahahahaha... congrats JuniorS!!

oh well..

hmm... wat more can i share..

everything's going alryt.. colej lyf was rili way different dan hiskul... ewan kung nka adjust n ba ako.. parang.. hehehehe... =D

well.. gud luck nlng skin sa Prelims... hmm..

jUst drOpPin' by

2006-07-02T12:03:00.000+08:00

hmm.. just droPping by..
:D

weLL.. NOthing nEw.. saMe oLd crap!
cOLEj lyf's d same aS hiskuL. except fOr Long breaks bitwin cLAsses... aND wEird teachERs.. hmm.. hehehee..=D

wEL, i waNna gimik tOnyt.. but...........
bsta... i wanna but i cant..
no kaching hahai.. DAMn!
weL, til heRe...

i must stick wit u?!

2006-06-18T03:30:00.000+08:00

sOooo.... lost.....

coLLege na.. can't imagine mysELf im diS oLd.. i recaLL wEn i was jUst kindErgartEn. hm.. iNnoCent.. sOo carefREe.. nO prObLEm at ALL..

daMn!sO fUcked Up.. wat d hell is wrOng?...

right nOw im sOoo cOnfused.. i dOn't knOw wat tO dO.. i jUst wanted a perfect well not rily perfect but almost, relationsHip.. i gueSS i just expectEd tOo mUch.. i shUdn't havE tOt of it tO bE dat way.. stUpiD! evErything sEems tO be in plaCe befOre.. wat d heLL is gOing oN nOw?!..war hEre anD thEre.. a gLoomy fEEling bEtween us.. pOotik!.. wE're bOth suffEring hEre..

thE bOnd wE havE betwwen us is gEtting thinner and thinner as dayS gOes by..

i dOn't knOw why i stil don't want thiS tO end! i DOnt Fuckin knOw why.. wat dO i havE tO dO tO kip thiS reLatioNship puLL thrOugh?

daMn!! if onLy...

i.nEt paRt tWo

2006-05-24T12:53:00.000+08:00

fRee nEt n nMan..=D

frEe nEt

2006-05-12T14:23:00.000+08:00

wEEEeeeeeeeee... frEe nEt hEre in ATeneO.. wE wEre sUpposEd tO have oUr engLish cLAss.. prO, wLa nlng.. pinanet nlng kmi sa lab.. hehhe... mkAsuya lng kay gibLock ang fRendSTer hndi ako mkaLogin.. gRrr... hehehe... prO my ginapa research c mam anD waaa tpOs na akO ng research.. wEeeee...

btw, Lingaw n Ang cLass nMin ngaun.. meJo cLosE n kmi As a cLas.. mejO..

uhm,right!
hUbs, wiLL bE back tOmorOw.. wee... caNt w8 tO c him.. tambay lng japon ug karLs.. =D adik mOde na kAAu kO sa DDR bah.. haLos adLAw2x nlng ko sa SM aftEr addU kay dirEtsO sA SM mgduLa DDR ug magkaOn uG kwek2x oR mani.. heheh... choks lng.. =D

wLa na koi maingon.. hehhe... dats it.. uhm.. ciao!

" EMO "

2006-05-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

i think thiS wUd be a LoNG Entry..hehehe..ok.. hEre'S hOw it gOes..
im sOoo bOred.. it'S sAturday mOrning And im stiLL wondEriNg waT tO do on a sAturday.. maYbE, aGen,, And wiLL aLwayS bE.. mY aSs wil bE stIckin' iN SM oR g-mOL. i dUnno.. maYbE, if i have thE mOney,iL watch MI3.. hOpefuLy..

i mIss eVerybOdy.. Esp. Hubs.. hahai.. i kEpt on paSsing by karL's ANd caNt hELp tO miSS him.. uNg ngA tambay lng..orDer icEtEa, aNd smOke.. i riLy miSs rOaming ARound SM wid him aNd jUst enDing uP plAying DDR..WAAAAAAAAAAAAa... lagot! sUyaAAAAa... i wAs hOpinG hUbs' wiLL bE back by 13th of may but i gueSs nOt.. he's attending SummEr cLAss in UP diL.. aNd it wiLL enD by 31st.. tPos cgE xa tXt sa kin, pRO i haVen't gOt thE chancE tO rEPLy.. la lOad eh.. weLL.. i gueSs i wuD stiLL see hiM.. maybE nOt nOw but Soon.. miSs ya hUbs.. =)

hahai..cant stOp fiLing diS way.. pisay riLy diD hit mE sOoo harD.. i wUd SureLy miSs aLL thE mEmorieS aND wuD treaSurE dEm fOr thE reSt of my Lyf..

"naaalala mO pa ba ang mga oraS na tayoy magksama.. kaibigan ikay kasabay sa mga tawang tila wla ng bukas.. naaalala mo pa ba ang mga luhang nilunod sa ulan ito ang mga panahong damdaming nag-aalab.. ang kung di mo mkita liwanag ng bukas wag n wag kang mttakot my ksama ka aalis na pla di mn plng namalayan ang oras ay naubos na at sa ating paglisan ang tanging pabaon ay ang pangako sabay nating ginuhit ang mga pangarap sa alapaap sabay nating tinahak ang daang mapglaro madadapa't babangon mangangarap at mangangako ito ang mga panahong iaalay sayo ang kung di mo mkita liwanag ng bukas wag n wag kang mttakot my ksama ka aalis na pla di mn plng namalayan ang oras ay naubos na at sa ating paglisan ang tanging pabaon ay ang pangako" -gRad sOng

oh wEL,.. leTs tOk hapi stuFF,.. lyk.. umMmm.. the SOEP thingy of DOST wAs beginning tO gEt fUn.. yEsterDAy, We weRe suppOsed TO havE engLish cLAss in thE sfteRnOon BUt Our dEAr teaCheR's siCK.. SO wE aLL endEd uP Touring ADDu high.. thE caMpus wAs a bit.. umm.. hi-teCh daN pisay... daMi nLang PC aS in.. Pati Library b nman my 100 PCs.. WAAAAAATTT graBe aS in.. thEn, dEy haVE diS intErnet Rum,and anothEr RUm fOr cOmsci cLAss.. bsta lingaw.. bUt i WAs a bit shy tOuring thE caMpus.. HELOW! my mga ADDU studentS kaya tPos kahiya!! nOw i knOw wat thE piPOL visiting Us at pisay fELt.. uLAw!! prO choks lng man xa.. i gueSs.. tPos.. pinauwi kmi ng 3pm.. aga mxdo.. aNd aGen. lyk wat i haVe bin dOing thE whOLe wik.. SM afTEr cLAs. plAying DDR.. tambay.. tpos mguwi.. dAts my daiLy rOutine. skUL, SM, DDR, tambay parking lot, uwi.. hehehe..

datS it.. iM gEtting tirEd.. tiREd oF typing.. iL jUst upDAte nXt tym.. =)
ciao!!

aFtEr 48 yEars..

2006-05-04T14:25:00.000+08:00

yeS! aftEr 48 yeArs im bAck.. kainiS kc bah! naSira p nman PC nmin.. aNd that dAmn cOmputER watEver u cOL him waNts it tO bE rEformattEd.. waaahhh.. hELL nO way! Lahat ng fiLes kO.. LuckiLy, hE diDn't tOucheD anything.. maSunuring bAta din pLa xa.. anyweiz, to my dear readers, i wud lyk to greet u wid this hapi song.."mgandang gabi sa inyong lahat, makinig kau luzon, visayas, mindanao."..

[xEnxa na Po,.. hinDi nakakain ng maaus..at mejo deprEssEd kASi nA faiLed kO ang BreakdOwn nA standArd kanina Sa DDR..kung kELan nakuha kO na Xa last wik..]

hehe..:) let's now start wid thE sErious bLogging..

thE summEr chuvA-echUs oF thE DOST sEems ok.. nEw piPOL tO deAL with.. kasO tLGang mAlayO xa sA pisay Lyf.. eaRLY mOrning, nApaka quiet, and i min napaka quiet.. c tOni Lng aTa ang nkaKausAp ko dun eh.. hehehe... pEAcE awT! except fOR a fEW mga.. 2.. hehehe.. ewan. k lng nman xa thOugh i tEnd tO bE hangERtz sa LEctuRe.. tipong "nkalimutan ko na yan!! waAAa!! heLp me Lord.. " aS in.. feeling kO 2nd yr leSsonS yun eh.. ano b nmaN ang naaalala ko kay mAm Algallar.. hahai.. Mam eGgy kipS on pOpping in my head.. ung lessons nya about cALcuLus.. WAAAahh. kainiS!! prO, generALly, chokS lng.. yakang yaka..

uhm.. di pla ako nakatok about nung bday ko.. well, sunday ang bday ko.. pro celebrate ko xa wid frends on friday bfore it.. ng paradise kami.. lingaw.. wala lang.. khit mejo konti lng, choks lng mn.. bwisit lng kasi, ung porkchop na dinala ko at inihaw nmin dun ay ang maling porkchop na dpat kong dalhin,. kaya nman pla walang lasa! leche!! hehehe... at least, naexperience nming kumain ng exotic na fud.. exotic n un for me.. hehhe.. hay, stupidity kiLLS! prO, lingaw mn xa, khit wlang sun, ngtaka akO kung bkit my tanLines At sunburns kami.. [ewan ko kina renz at cla jason, bsta ako, uyab ko chka c krizh mron]..
hai,naku..

im sLeepy.. ill snoOze out na.. adiOS!.. nXt tym nLng akO mgdagdag ng mga iba pAng nangyari sa akinG bUhay na maLa-tEleserye.. :)

chiLL out!

2006-04-18T06:21:00.000+08:00

mOnday...bOring.. jUst chiLLin' Out at hOme.. smOkin' aND eatin' And sLipin'.. yawn* bin sLiping LateLy.. hU wuDn't fiL sLipy On a hOt afTErnOon Wen u jUst wEnt tO bEd LAst nyt LAte.. yaWn* sOoo tiring.. havEn't gOt thE enthusiaSm tO eVen gO out..

im tirEd.. iM bOred..pOor bLog..xa lng mkakasaLo ng pgka bored ko :D

oh wELL.. uMm HOnestLy, i riLy dont knOw wat cOursE tO take up in cOllege.. hehehe... Obvoius ba! wLa jUy fUture.. :D hehehe... im stiL nOt in thE mood tO think waT tO take.. hmmmm..

weL dear bLog, iL just lEt u knOw wEn im redi and ALl set.. :D

Lenten

2006-04-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

gEe.. tOday's hOly thUrsday.. uMm.. wOndEr wat'll haPpen tODay. hOpe it's sUmting nEw thiS year.. a nOT-bOring LENTEN SEASON..thE sAme thing hAPpens evEry yeaR, jUst gEtting bOred aT hOme waTching Stupid maRAthOn Of 7th heavEn pLus stUpid mOvieS sHown in TV whicH hAS biN airinG fOR yEARs eVEry hOLY wEEk p jud..

weLL. ivE reAD a teXt messagE [which wOke mE up cOz my fOne vibrateD!darN!] it gOEs.. thE besT mathEmaticaL equatiOn thE sEndEr eVEr EncOuntered waS: 1cROss+3NAiLS=4givEneSs.. Ooo... cREepy im taLking thEse stUFf.. =)
Nxt tOpic PLZ.. =)

uMmm.. jUSt gOT a wEird daY.. ummm.. i wOke Up at 7am ANd it'S weirD.. i uSuaLLy wAke Up at aROund nOon.. aND i gOT a wEird fEELing in my tUmmy.. [dLi ko kalibangon!=)].. hAD a drinking Session aT krizH's hAuz lst nyt. EmperaDor.. gEEzz.. uMm.. tgAL n din hNDi akO nga EMpe.. wEee... Lipay lng! jUst fOund Out lipay mgbLik Ug EMPe. hehehe...=) jUst dRank a bit thOugh..

uMmm.. maH bDay's gEtting nEAr aND stiLL im nOt sUre waT tO dO aBOut it.. =) i think, Just a cOuple of frenDs.. eatinG aND of cOursE, dRinking.. uMmm.. aNything, i jUst WAna Enjoy my bEing-17.. ooOoHhh.. im gEtting OLD! LAPIT NA AKO MG-18.. HNDI N AKO MINOR.. WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!... i caN dO thingS witHOut wOrrying aBOut mObiLes aND sTuFF.. liKE sMoke wEreVer withOut bEing piSsed Off by POLicE, caN gEt insidE baRs hU dOesn't aLLow undERagED tO geT in, aND ofcOursE WATCH R18 !!!! wAaaaaa... jUst joking..

wELL, bEing OLd meAns LotS of rEsponsibiLitieS aNd i riLY dOn't think i caN hanDLE thingS my OWn. tHOugh iM trYing TO staRT tO b indEpendEnt aND reSPonsibLe sinCe Last yeAr,.. i riLy dOn't knOw.. i gueSs i shUd Learn hOw tO bE a "GOOD" girL kay dAKo nman ko aNA akOng Mama.. i sHud ALwayS sEE tO it dat iM in tHe rigHT paTh. [thE paTH tO c d Light..huh?... hehehehe... muraG patay..] SEriOuSLy..i sHud bE reSponsiBLE oF my Own aCtionS aND bE bE remindEd Of wat iS righT And wrOng..

[OooPppSSss..wAT am i tOking abOut? iM gEtting frEAky..bCin mg MAdrE nKo ani Run..=D]

is it?

2006-04-12T01:25:00.000+08:00

IS DIS THE END OF OUR FAIRY TALE? =,(

dOn't fOrgEt aBOut us

2006-04-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

[dOn't fOrget aBOut us]

Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience
Nothing can compare to your first true love
So I hope this will remind you
When it's for real, it's forever
So don't forget about us

hOt satUrday.

2006-04-09T02:08:00.000+08:00

nOthing eLse tO dO in a SatUrday mOrning.. SOundtrip lng..
CurenNtLY Listening tO: griLLz by neLLy

it's a hOt day.. aND it freaKin drivEs mE nutS.. iNit! daMN! jUst viSiteD hUbs' bLog.. WaAAaa!! nASakpAN ang bUang sA iyang AUntie... wELL, GOt tO hidE uR cigaRs nExt tyM bai!

it'S sUmmEr ANd bEAch pLAnS here aND thEre.. if OnLy i haVE the ka-ching right dOwn my waLLEt, i wUd sUReLY sPend my tyM bAsking UndEr thE sUn oN THE beaCH, Ruining My sKin.. hELL i caRe, i Wana gO tO thE bEAch... i riLy wAna gO tO bOracaY.. i wiSH!

SAturday. agEn.. aND mY ASs wiLL bE aND aLWays wiLL bE at thE mALL.. Jst rOaming arOund aNd hAPpiLy piSSing Off peOPLE.. thROwing pAPerS aND thE Lyks.. iT'S Fun tO sEe tHEM gET pisSed Off, u knOw.. iT's nicE tO baCkbite dEm.. hehehehe... Ana ANg mgA ginAbuhat Sa mga tAOng wLay kwaRta unya mg ADtO-aDtO ug mOL.. cgE Lng sOBa digTO..=P

oH wELL..

cUrRentLY lisTening tO: bEEp by Pussycat dOLLs

stiLL nOstaLgic

2006-04-06T08:05:00.000+08:00

uMmm.. nOthing mUch tO do. jUst reFLecting aLone hEre at hOme.. akO lng mgiSA mEN! kainiS! aNd i riLLy hatE thE faCt dat iL bE lyk diS whOLE sUmmEr..

iM stiLL sinking thE faCt daT wE haD aLready sAid babay pisay.. hUhuHU.. mIss kO na ngA siLAng lAht..

hahayy.. wLA lng . pisay jUst crOSsed my minD aNd it'S givIng mE haRd tyM reaLizing nA d n pLa pisay aNg pAPasukAN kOng skUL sA jUne.. weLL.. aT LEast i wOn't bE thinking tOo haRd thE enrOLLment stUff lYk medicaL recOrds [esp d lungs part!]anD thE lyks but.. d bad part, di n tlga aq mgblik dun.. cguro mgblik pro mgkuha lng ng card..

i guess, college n jud mi!.. waaaa!!

bOreD..

2006-04-04T02:00:00.000+08:00

sOo bOring herE at hOme.. dAMn!!
ListEning tO: gURLfight by bRooke vaLEntine
sigh*

kaPoi.. i miSs partying.. oh wEL.. dUgaya sA aLLowaNce krOn ui. wALa nkOy ka-ching.
bEcky's gOing tO maniLa tOday.. i wUd sUreLY miS her! byE beCks! tiL wE meet agEn..
*SOB*

aSa nmAn aNG mgA Lingaw na mbUhat krOn ui..n ngA waLa nman..
sEnsELess n aKong mga ginaPang ingOn!!

mkabadtriP mn gUd ba..
bwit, ui nganOng ngwar nmaN sad ta?pirminti nlng ni ba!!

waT tHe hELL wiLL i freaKin' dO tO hELp diS reLatiOnship pULL thrOugh? bikiL nLng pirminti..sUko nLng pirminti.. pasTiLAn!! unSaun nlng!!

i miSs d dayS na hApi taH.. wLay prObLema.. mg sige lanG ug katawa.. aSa nman tOh ui!
hahay.. wELL.. kaya p man ata nkO.. ambOt Lng hantOd kaNusa! =(

babay na..

2006-03-31T01:55:00.000+08:00

sigh*
babay gUys.. i WUd sUreLY miS YOu. thaNks fOR aLL.. it wAS a nicE experiEnce meeting YOu aLL.. pisay Lyf wUd nevEr bE thE saMe.. hahai.. reaLLY.. iLOveu sOooo mUch baTch 06.
shinE On iLLumina!!

being NostaLgic.

2006-03-27T11:10:00.000+08:00

damn! 3 dayS tO gO aND wE'rE leaving thE gROuNds oF pisay. sigH*
thinkIng of graduating makeS me sicK.. aYOko pa.. i wiLL miS thE
batch, aBsOLUteLy. hai..

laSt marCh 17 anD 18, wE haD Our retreat. what a retreat!! it waS sO
tOuching anD sOUL changing. i LearneD tO vaLue everythinG. esPeciaLLy
thE night wE had, iyakaN gaLore.. thOugh wE haD a hard tym keePing thE
quiet envirOnment,. it waS a fUn expeRiencE fOr aLL of Us..

aND thE intraMS waS sOoo eMotiOnaL aND chaOtic, i think..i LearneD
tO FUckin hatE jiLLyka!! daMn thaT bitch. sEE yOu in hELL mOtherfucker!
wELL, datS d bad part Of it, thE gOod part waS-wE wOn ovER-aLL chamPiOn
this yeaR. nOT tO meNtiOn aLSo LAst yir wE haD thE trOphy tOo.. oUr
cheering praCticEs, sULit.. aLL thE swEat aNd bRuiseS.. aNd i LovEd my
baskettOss dUring the CheerdanCe it waS sOo "bring it On" thANkS tO ALLan
anD maRL,. thEy reALLy diD catcH me daT tyM.. =D

gO iLLuMina. cOntinUe sprEAding thE ligHT.

13 months.. stiLL gOing strOng

2006-03-12T18:05:00.000+08:00

13 months na kmi
sigh* itS gOod tO hear thOse wORds..

tgAL na pLA kmi bUt thE memorieS wEN i firsT meT him sEEmS lyk yesterdaY lang..
i rMmbEr wEN i first saW him.. sA haLo.. daNcing by thE ledgE.. partying thE nyt aWay.. he wAS lyk mE, a party piP.. noctURnaL na tao sa gabi ngSAsaYa.. malaking pasaway pa ako nun.. bisyo heRe and theRE.. aftEr dat, wLa LAng cya sa akiN.. nOrmaL na taO sa haLo.. dEN, onE satURday, jan29'05..sA maLL.. krizH sAw her FOrmER kLasmeYt,c vir.. anD vir waS wid hiM.. kLAsmeytS pLA cLA.. hmm.. pinakiLALa sakin ni krizh c vir prO hindi cya.. dEN.. wLA na.. wE separateD wayS.. puntA kminG paRking LOt ni krizh.. tPos bigLA andUn cLA.. humABOL atA. dEn ngkausaP kmi.. fREndS na usapaN.. hE BOrrowEd my fOne.. tingin2x ng picS dUn.. < un pLa hinahanAP nya namE ko sA mgA pics >.. tpOs invyt cLa ni krizh sa hauZ nLA mgdinneR.. tPos un ngdinnER cLA sa artiaga.hmm.. tinaNong kO namE nya.. "JEP" daw.. ok.. dEn uwi na cLA.. tPOs puntA kaming haLo nUN.. bigLA dUamting cya..nkapOrma.. hmm.. lapit xa sa amin.. tPOs..akO pachansing2x sa kanya.. hehehe.. he waS cUte thOugh.. tPos umaLis cya puntA sya sa frENds nya.. naisipan nmin pmnta ng aUtoshOp nun.. umaLis kmi ng hALo ng di ngpapaalam sa kanya. aftEr nUn, di n kmi ngkausap..

PrOm nyt.. fEb12'05.. aftER prOm.. sUndO ako nLA krizh marian anD rUssELL sa men sEng.. gimik daw.. puntA kmi aUtosHOp.. daming tAO nun kasi vALentineS cELEbratiOn ng mga pipS.. di kmi nkapaSOk first.. tPos.. tambay2x sa labas.. den, nkita ko xa.. uy.. agen pormanG porma.. lapit sa amin.. tPos ngkabirUan.. tPos bigLA nging kami.. wEird mxado.. sa akin nun, di sEryOsonG reLAsyon tOh.. fLing.. prO..........

ngtaGAL kmi.. hai.. i nvEr kneW i wOuLd fALL in Love lyk thiS.. kinALimutAN kO Lahat.. aS in lahat.!!
pinkilala kO ngA kay mAMa pati sa kuya ko.. ui.. matapang!! prO chOks parin.. tinanggAP xa,.. buti nLAng.. lahat ng bisyO kO nwaLA prAng BUbbLE.. hehehe.. dahiL un sA isaNG tAO.. isaNG gAGOng tAO na ngpabALiw sa akin.. wELL.. nO regREtS!!! i LovE thiS neW Lyf.. bsTa anjAN cya. hE sHowED mE HOw TO Live lyf na wALAng bisyo..

bwit.. thankS fOR thE LovE and caRE.. sa lahat!!!!! aywabyU!! aLAm mO yan!! =D

..bLiss?..

2006-03-06T21:24:00.000+08:00

daMn!! i paSSed math 5.. thE subject i haD faiLed fOr 3 quarters!! anD fOr the firsT tym, in my sEnior yir i pASSed!!

waHoo.. cELEbratE! rejOice gurL..!
uMm.. sOooooo.. hApi anD i miN haPpy
iM sOo saD graduatE na kmi.. thinking aBOut it tinGLes my sPine.. mEn!! thiS sucks..
i wOnder wEn wiLL i evEr sEe them agEN? my batchmateS?.. i wUd sUreLy miSS dEm..

i fiNALLy gEt thE chancE tO reJOicE.. aND trEAt myseLF fOr a JOb wELL dOne.. uMm.. i wUd Lyk tO say thANks tO migS hU heLped mE dUring thE exam. =) sOri fOr beinG sUch a parasitE deN.. peaCe awt! bawi laNg akO.. aLso tO jacqueS!tnX piPs!!

mwaH*

watEvEr!

2006-03-06T10:30:00.000+08:00

oBviouSLy, im starting tO creatE dis thing.. and im having a hard tym..
weL.. itS nOT bAD tO try bLogging..=D d pa xa tPos. and i badLy nid heLp..

graduatiOn's nearing! daMN.. i nEver tHOught tym fLieS sO fASt..
oh weLL.. hELLO cOLLegE!

i dOn't WAnna staRT being mUshy agEn.. it sUcks!

kbow

2006-01-30T14:49:00.000+08:00

hi k.. tNx fOr hELping mE Out